Apokalypsis
Part Three:
Nell'ora della morte
Jewel Faulkner
jfaulkne@brynmawr.edu
Intro: _Apokalypsis_
was originally going to consist of four stories. Well, that changed.
For two reasons. A)The stories were getting kick-ass long.
B)There are Seven "angels" so I figured, hey, let's go with seven stories!
Cool, eh? So the longest story, "Revelations," got split into "Nell'ora
della morte [In the hour of our death]," "And I'll Never Need a Lie," and
"Revelations."
Seven stories, Seven
"Angels."
Legal stuff: the gargoyles,
the fey (aside from Thoth, Hecate, and the Fates--this conceptualization
of them is mine), and Alexander belong to Buena Vista. The Ares'
are Ryan Stout's. Mark Adams belongs to Scott Iskow. Everyone
else is mine. Oh, and side note--I didn't name Athena's daughter,
I really didn't. Ryan did. I'm keeping her name what it is
'cause that's the last I heard from Ryan on the subject, even though it's
just plain *weird* to have a character with the same name as me.
I'm egotistical, I admit, but even I'm not *that* egotistical...
And remember boys and
girls: Time passes more slowly on Avalon...
*** *** *** ***
PART ONE: In Iniquitatibus Conceptus
"Oh my God."
Christine staggered
away from the telephone, shock overtaking her.
"Mrs. Adams...Mrs.
Adams!" the doctor on the other end cried out, disturbed by how pale she
had grown. The young man who had come with Mrs. Adam's daughter must've
been more in shock than they had thought, to have said that Christine Adams
was Hope's grandmother. The doctor was having an impossible enough
time even believing she was her mother--only the white streak in her hair
gave any indication that she was old enough to have a grown daughter.
Hell, the man thought, she looks too dark to have had such a pale daughter.
Was the girl adopted? Or maybe Christine was a stepmother or something...
"Give me a moment."
the woman said, covering her mouth with her hand. She
took a moment to gather herself, then came back to the telephone.
"How is she?"
Dr. Bernard sighed.
Jesus, he hated this part of the job. "She's in surgery right now,
and has been since she arrived."
"You didn't answer
my question."
He was shocked by
the steeliness in the woman's voice and the way her jaw had set.
"I would rather discuss that with you here, in the hospital, Mrs. Adams."
"Is she dying?"
"I can't answer that.
She's in surgery right now." he said, closing his brown eyes.
"That bad, is it?
What happened, exactly?"
Dr. Bernard sighed.
"We aren't exactly sure. The young man who came in with her is in
surgery as well. We haven't contacted his family yet."
She frowned.
"Christian? Christian Maza?"
He nodded.
"Oh, God, him too?"
"You know him?"
"I'm his aunt." she
said, shutting her eyes. "Belinda's going to be a wreck. I'll
contact his mother and the rest of the family. But Christian's ...?"
"He has a shattered
arm from whatever happened and so badly damaged that the surgeon almost
amputated, but realized that it was possible to save his arm. It
looks as though they were crushed, but they were in a dorm room, and there
was nothing in there to crush them. We'll find out after he comes
out of surgery."
"And Hope?"
"She'll be in surgery
for the next several hours." At least. If she lives, he thought.
And that was one *hell*
of an if.
*** *** *** ***
Mark was pacing.
Alexander simply sat, staring out into space blankly. Belinda had
gone to see her son the second she arrived. Christine stood, her
arms wrapped around her, her mind a million miles away. She sighed
and looked at the two men. She wanted to fall apart, cry, something,
anything, but she knew if she did, they wouldn't be able to handle it.
She hated having to be strong for them, and part of her was angry at them
for putting the demand on her. But she swallowed it. They needed
her, and there were times when you had to put others before yourself, and
their emotions and needs before your own. This was one of them.
She went over to Alexander
and sat down next to him. She saw Mark look at her out of the corner
of his eye, but she knew she had to attend to Alex first, and damn the
remnants of Mark's jealousy.
She took Alexander's
hand. "She'll be all right, Alex." she said, leaning against him.
He sighed. "I
wish I could believe you, Christine...I want to, more than you know...but
how can I? She's been in surgery for eight hours, Christine.
Eight hours."
"But she's not dead.
She's a survivor, you know that. She's still hanging on, and she'll
keep on hanging on. She's held on this long...she's going to hold
on."
"I can't lose her,
Christine. I know she's never really liked me...I know that, I'm
not blind." Christine said nothing, knowing that to lie would be
foolish. "But...she's still my daughter, and I still love her more
than anything in this world. I feel like I've failed her for so much,
made so many mistakes...and if she dies...and I lose her, too...I just
don't know what I'll do." he said, tears beginning to run down his cheeks.
"I can't lose her, too."
Christine hugged him,
putting her head on his. He leaned against her, his eyes tiredly
shut. "If she dies..." he began.
"She won't." Christine
said firmly. "And if she does...if she does, then we keep going,
somehow. It's hard, but...but you do keep going. You keep living."
"I feel so useless.
I want to do something, anything..."
"No spells, Alex."
Christine said flatly. "We don't know *what* happened. Something
happened, and something not natural. No magic until we know, because
the last thing we want to do is make things worse.
"But we're not even
going to worry about that right now, Alexander. She's going to live.
She has the best care she could possibly get, and we both know it."
"Christine."
She looked up.
"Belinda." She gave Alexander another hug, then got up to go talk
to her sister privately. "How's Christian?"
"Sleeping. But
they think he'll eventually be OK. They're...they're not sure yet
if he's going to have use of his right hand yet. They're afraid of
nerve and tissue damage. And they've already told me he'll need a
lot of reconstructive surgery on it as well," she said, closing her eyes.
"I'm going to go sit with him until he wakes up. I just wanted to
see if there was any news about Hope yet."
Christine shook her
head. "No, not yet. But right now, no news *is* good news.
She's still in surgery, and likely will be for a while."
Belinda squeezed her
sister's hand. "You don't have to be strong all the time, 'Tine."
Christine smiled tiredly.
"Yes, I do. And we both know it. What do you think would happen
if I went to pieces right now?"
Belinda smiled tiredly
back at her sister. "Everyone'd be an even bigger wreck than they
are right now, including me. We all do need our anchor...but even
you can't be strong for everyone all the time, sis--you have to be weak
for yourself sometimes, or else you get over your head. Trust the
voice of experience."
"Has anyone called
Daniel?" Christine said suddenly.
Belinda shook her
head. "Shit. Shit, fuck, hell, damn, crap. I'll check
on Christian again and see what the doctors say, then go call Ares." she
said shaking her head.
Christine patted her
sister's hand. "Then go wait with Christian, and tell me when he
wakes up. This all smacks of something supernatural, all of it, and
I want to know what."
Belinda nodded and
walked off. Before she left the room, she paused to watch her sister
for a moment. She wondered if maybe Christine should go off for a
little while, to be by herself and away from Mark and Alexander...and her.
Christine was worried and afraid, but she couldn't give into her fear like
she needed to, because of them, because she could sense how much everyone
*else* needed to be a wreck and needed someone *else* to be strong.
But Belinda sighed--Christine was stronger than even Belinda knew, so maybe
what Christine was doing was right for her, this taking care of everyone
else. Who was she to tell her sister what to do, when Christine had
already been through so much? She sighed, and went to see her son,
trusting in Christine.
*** ** *** ***
The doctor came in a few
minutes later. Christine was the first to her, meeting her before
she had even entered the waiting room. "How is she?"
"Critical." she said
gently, feeling tired. "She's out of surgery now. There was
a lot of internal damage, due to whatever happened. Several of her
ribs were crushed, two broken, and one punctured her left lung, the other
put a small hole in her heart. Likewise, she received a lot of damage
to her stomach and intestines."
Christine took the
doctor by the arm and led her away gently from Mark and Alex before they
saw her. "How is she?" she repeated. "What are her chances?
Don't whitewash it for me."
Dr. Chabrundi looked
at the woman and saw her determination. "Not good, Mrs. Adams." she said,
still feeling nervous. The woman was obviously pregnant. But
this wasn't a time to whitewash over the truth. "She was hurt very
badly. We didn't expect her to live through surgery. To be
perfectly honest, she shouldn't even have lived to reach the hospital.
Or lived through surgery. The fact that she did is nothing short
of miraculous."
Christine smiled faintly.
"That's my girl. She's determined...contrary. Always doing
what no one expects."
"The next twenty-four
hours are the most important. If she lives through them, then she's
made it through the most difficult part."
"But...?" Christine
said, her tone icy as she picked up on the hesitation of the doctor.
"We were able to fix
the hole in her heart, and we're hopeful that she'll recover with minimal
long term effects. Her intestines were damaged and badly. Right
now, our main fear...if she lives...is infection. And then there's
the possibility that there was so much damage that she'll need transplants
to live. And transplants run risks. We do, however, want to
be on the safe side--if she seems to be getting better, we're going to
start growing new internal organs for her. Right now, she's too weak
to even survive surgery to replace her old ones. So we're just going
to see if we can repair what she has."
Christine closed her
eyes tiredly. "All right." she whispered. She felt so tired.
She wanted to cry. She was. But quietly. She couldn't
let Mark and Alex know right then.
"Mrs. Adams, should
I go get your husband, or Hope's father...?" the doctor began tentatively.
Christine raised her
hand, shaking it to indicate no. "They can't see me like this...it's
the last thing they need...I'll be fine in a minute." she said. "Just
a minute..." She wiped her tears away and took in a deep breath.
"So she might need transplants?"
"That's pretty far
down the road, Mrs. Adams. We won't know that for a few weeks or
so. Right now, our main concern is her getting through the next twenty-four
hours."
*** *** *** ***
"Christian's awake, sis."
Belinda said, putting her hand on her sister's shoulder. Christine
had been dozing against Mark's shoulder. Alexander was still staring
off into space. "I haven't called Ares yet. Christian woke
up right after I got there. I'm going to go call him now. But
Christian's definitely awake."
Christine woke up
suddenly. "He is? Oh, thank God. How is he?"
"He wants to know
about Hope." she said flatly. "How is she, anyway?"
"Not good." Christine
said, glancing at Mark and Alex. "Has he said what happened?"
"No. He won't
say anything until he finds out about Hope."
Christine stood up.
"Then let's go see him." she said.
*** *** *** ***
"Christian...hi." Christine
said, sitting down next to her nephew. God, he was pale.
He smiled weakly.
"How's Hope? Is she OK? It took me forever to get myself to
try a spell of some sort...it wasn't until she...and I couldn't think clearly...is
she...is she OK?"
Christine didn't know
how to begun. How to answer the pleading in his eyes.
Turns burned against her eyes, worse than before. "She just came
out of surgery. But... they don't know if she'll make it through
the next twenty-four hours."
Christian's face tightened
and he felt tears burning in his own eyes. "She pushed me out of
the way." he whispered.
Christine took his
hand. "What happened, Christian?"
He closed his eyes
tiredly. "He was trying to kill me. Hope shoved me out of his
way. I thought he was aiming at Hope, but she said I was the one
Oberon was aiming for."
"What?" Christine
said, her voice stunned. "Oberon? Christian, are you sure it
was him?"
He nodded. "Yeah.
It was Oberon."
Christine stood up.
"He swore...he made an oath...!" she muttered, her eyes glittering with
anger.
"Christine?" Belinda
said in confusion.
Christine whirled.
"Oberon *swore* that he would leave my family alone. He swore it
not two months ago--two goddamned days for him!" she hissed angrily.
She looked up, her eyes blazing. "If she dies," she whispered, "I'll
kill him. And even if she doesn't..."
Belinda shivered.
She stared at her sister, before slowly backing out of the room.
"I think I should go call Ares...in all the excitement, all of us forgot
about him..."
She crept out of the
room, staring at her sister, her stomach in knots.
This...this was bad.
Very, very bad.
*** *** *** ***
"Why the hell didn't someone
call me?" Ares roared.
Belinda sighed.
"I thought Christine had, but she didn't. She's a little distracted
right now. We all are. I was going to call you after I checked
on Christian, but he had just woken up. I went to tell Christine
and to..."
The man swore.
"My son is in the hospital. What the hell is more..."
"Hope is, too.
And she's hurt a *hell* of a lot worse than Christian is. They don't
even know if she'll pull through. That's why 'Tine was a little out
of it, OK? The woman is six months pregnant on top of all this.
Cut her some slack."
"Why didn't *you*
call me sooner?" he asked, narrowing his eyes.
She met his gaze coldly.
"My main thought was my son and my grand-niece, and damned if I was leaving
until I knew they were going to be OK, and then praying my sister didn't
go ballistic. When Christian woke up, he told us what happened.
Oberon attacked them, trying to kill Christian." she said icily.
"Forgive me if calling you slipped my mind a few times."
Ares drew back in
surprise. "Oberon? Why? Christine told me she had Titania's
oath that he'd be safe and none of them would try to take revenge on him
for what we'd done. So *why*...?" he began. Dear God, was his
past always going to haunt him? Was his son going to suffer because
of the sins of his father? A line from the bible, Exodus, came to
him--And the sins of the fathers would be visited unto the sons unto the
third and the fourth generation...
"Because our son fucked
up." she said flatly. "He did something he shouldn't have."
"Which was?"
"Titania."
"Hunh?" Ares said,
blinking at the hybrid.
"He and Titania had
an affair."
He started choking.
"*What*?" he finally managed to choke out.
"You heard me.
He and Titania. Oberon found out. And Oberon was *not* happy."
Belinda said, clinching her fists. "Hope managed to shove Christian
out of the way and took the brunt of Oberon's anger. Christian only
got the tail end of that blast, and his arm was shattered. He only
came out of surgery about an hour ago. The doctors aren't sure yet
if he'll have full use of his right hand, but they're hoping. Good
thing he was left handed, eh?" she said, trying to smile and failing pretty
miserably at it. "Hope's...Hope's in pretty bad shape." she said,
her voice cracking. "Like I said, they don't know if she'll make
it through the night. Apparently, it was something of a miracle she
even made it through surgery." Belinda began crying, and Ares began
to feel like one hell of a heel--he'd thought only about the fact that
they hadn't called him to let him know that his son was hurt. It
hadn't even occurred to him that something else could have been on her
mind.
"Athena and I will
be down there as soon as we can." he said quietly. Belinda wiped
her tears away and nodded.
"I'll tell Christine
y'all are coming. I can't believe that all of us completely managed
to forget you guys. I feel horrible."
"You were all distracted."
Ares said, his voice gentler now. "Belinda...you aren't thinking
about trying to maybe..."
"Maybe once I would
have." she said, knowing what he was talking about. "But I remember
all too well what happened last time I went against Oberon. We all
do." she said, casting her eyes down and her voice softening. "I
learn from my mistakes and from the past." she looked up then. "But
Oberon has crossed the line with this, Ares. You and I both know
it. Christian's lack of thinking was no reason for what happened."
She closed her eyes again. "And there's a lot more to this, that
I don't even know about, but Christine does. Apparently, Titania
pulled some shit, too. Christine's furious. I've never seen
her look so angry."
Ares's eyebrows rose.
He remembered seeing Christine's wrath before, and if she was angrier than
that...
"She threatened to
kill Oberon."
"Threats are one thing,
Belinda. But actually doing it..."
Belinda looked him
straight on over the phone. "She's killed fey before to protect her
family, Ares. She killed Hecate, who was almost as powerful as Oberon
himself. And only a fool would think she couldn't...wouldn't...do
it again."
*** *** *** ***
Alexander sat by his daughter's
side. They told her he could only have a few minutes with her, since
they were limiting her visitors. He looked at her while she slept.
And he cried. What else could he do? He'd never felt so helpless.
If she died...what
good was all of his money? She looked so fragile. And she was
so pale--she looked as though the slightest touch would bruise her.
He was afraid to touch
her, but lightly brushed a lock of hair out of her face. He hated
all of the tubes she had running all over her; hated how much she wrapped
and bandaged; hated how helpless she looked. She had to live.
She had to.
Mark dropped his hand
on Alexander's shoulder. "The nurse said your time was up."
He looked up.
"Oh...yeah." he said, standing slowly, wiping his cheeks. "Where's
Christine?"
"With Christian and
Belinda."
"Thanks." he said
tiredly.
Mark frowned slightly.
"Do you know where Owen is? I would have expected him to..."
"He vanished.
I have no idea where he went. It was right before...right before
Christine called me. Something had really upset him. He left
with a man I'd never seen before. The guy looked familiar, but I
couldn't place him." He brushed Hope's hair away again. "She's
all I have, really." Alexander said sadly. He looked at Mark and
smiled tiredly. "You're a lucky man, Adams." he whispered, then walked
out alone.
Mark stared after
Xanatos. For all his money and power and looks, he was alone.
Even his own daughter had spurned him and always had, despite his best
efforts. He had his billions, and his power, and his magic...but
what did he have beyond that? Before, he'd always felt that Alexander
Xanatos deserved it.
Now he wasn't so sure.
*** *** *** ***
Alexander knocked on the
door the room Christian was in. "Hey...how is he?"
"I've been better."
Christian called out. Alexander looked around for Christine, then
came in.
"Yeah, well, I think
you're right about that one." he said, smiling faintly. He became
more serious. "Chris...what happened?" he said darkly.
Christian sighed,
and his mother took his hand gently. "Oberon attacked me. Hope...she
got me out of the way. Oberon just appeared, shot at me while I was
sitting at my desk, more or less not even facing him. And then he
vanished."
He frowned.
"Why was Oberon attacking you?"
"He didn't say.
But I can guess." he said flatly.
"Why?" Alexander said,
crossing his arms.
"Um...probably because
I slept with his wife." he said, blushing bright red.
"You *what*?" Alexander
said, blinking and staring straight at the boy. "Christian, run that
by me again. I think I misheard you."
"You didn't." Christian
said, staring at the ceiling.
Alexander sat down.
"You...slept with my *grandmother*?" he managed to choke out.
Christian turned ever
redder. "Yeah."
Alexander stared shaking
his head. "I can't believe this. I just don't believe this.
Weren't you thinking?!!?"
"No." he said shortly.
"I had no idea Oberon would find out. And I wasn't exactly 'thinking,'
Alexander." he said flatly. "One rarely does in these situations."
"Well, you should
have been!" Alexander yelled. "My daughter...my daughter is dying
because of you! Because you couldn't...god damn it! Because
of you!"
Belinda hopped to
her feet, getting between her son and Alexander. "This isn't his
fault!" she screamed angrily.
"Shit if it isn't!
She's innocent, and she's the one who might...who might..." he choked off
painfully, his fists clinching.
"Don't you think I
know that?!" Christian yelled back, unsteadily getting to his feet.
"Christian, you just
had surgery! Get back in bed!" Belinda yelped, her eyes wide.
He ignored her, heading
straight for Xanatos. "You don't think I know what happened?
You think I don't blame myself for this? Jesus fucking Christ, Alexander,
I was there! I saw how she looked...all that blood...and I thought
she was dead. If she dies...I don't know what I'll do." he said,
bowing his head, tears running down his cheeks.
Christine rose slowly
and took her nephew by the arm, leading him back to his bed. He had
already paled and looked ready to pass out. "Alexander, Belinda, outside.
Now." she snapped, her voice cold as an iron blade. Both of them
opened their mouths to say something, but took one look at the iciness
in her eyes and knew that disobeying her would only make things uglier
than they were. Belinda glared at Alexander as they left. Christine
saw the boy to bed.
"It's not your fault."
she said to him gently. "Yes, you made a mistake. But this
isn't your fault." she said, patting his arm. "This is their fault..."
she said angrily. "Those fey...they did this to her, and to you.
Oberon...and Titania both broke their oaths. All bets are off, now."
she said, staring off into space for an instant. She looked back
down at her nephew. "Get some rest, Christian. She'd want you
to, and you know it."
"Christine...if she
dies..." he began, blinking quickly, his throat catching.
"I know." she said
gently. "I know what she means to you...what she is."
"No, you don't." he
said, closing his eyes tiredly.
Christine put her
hand on his arm again, making him open his eyes and look at her.
"Yes," she said pointedly, "I do."
Christian looked at
her, then sighed and closed his eyes. Why wasn't he surprised?
"Let me know when she wakes up...I have to see her."
"Can you feel her?"
"Yes. God, yes.
She's in so much pain...and her dreams are bad. And part of her is
afraid. She's in...she wants to die, but she doesn't want to."
"She'll hold on, Christian.
She will because you need her. Let her know that you need her...she
needs to know that."
Christian smiled.
"She knows." he said gently.
Christine left, and
he closed his eyes.
*** *** *** ***
"I do not even believe
the two of you." Christine hissed angrily, the second she closed the door,
each word punctuated angrily. "How dare you!" she said, facing Alexander.
"You were out of line,
Alex." Belinda snapped.
Christine whirled
to face her sister. "You were out of line, too, Belinda. Alexander,
I don't even believe you." she hissed. "How dare you! That
boy just came out of surgery, and he *knows* that Hope could die because
she was trying to save his life! She may be your daughter, but she's
everything to him!" she said angrily. "The last thing that boy needs
is you screaming at him that this is his fault!"
"It is his fault."
Alexander hissed back angrily. "She's dying because he couldn't control
his..."
Christine slapped
him. Shocked, Alexander staggered a step or two back. "You're
not exactly pure in *that* respect yourself, Alexander Xanatos!"
Alexander quieted,
but he still seethed with anger.
"Now, the two of you
listen to me. We have got to be stable and get along for the sake
of those children. Christian is an empath, and the last thing he
needs is us acting like childish imbeciles in front of him! And we
both know how close he is to Hope--if he's upset, it's going to transfer
over to her, and that is the *last* thing she needs right now!" she roared.
"Damn Oberon..." She began pacing, brushing her hair out of her face.
She stalked away, not wanting to be around either of them just then.
She wanted to talk to Mark.
She went to the waiting
room and went over to him, glancing briefly at everyone in the room.
"How's Christian?"
Ares asked immediately. "Can I go see him? I know Belinda and
you were in there, and there was a limit on how many people could..."
"You and Athena go
both go see him." Christine said, nodding faintly. When they left,
she went over to Mark, sitting next to him and leaning against his shoulder.
"So how are *you*
doing?" Mark asked, putting his arm around Christine. She leaned
against him more, closing her eyes.
"All right, I suppose.
Tired. But Christian's going to be all right. The doctors will
know in a few days whether or not he'll be able to use his hand.
But they're hopeful--it looks good." she said, still not looking at him.
She decided not to tell him about the argument that had started between
Christian, Alex, and Belinda. There was no point in it, anyway.
"He
saved Hope, you know. He was able to get himself together enough
to put a spell on her. He didn't say what he did, since he was still
out of it when I saw him--he only barely mentioned it. The doctor
said Hope should have been dead before the ambulance had even arrived.
I'll have to ask him what he did...he wasn't thinking, he was in pain,
he could have panicked and used a spell that could...that if she dies would..."
she trailed off. She felt run down, but knew that she couldn't give
in to it. Not now. Not until she knew if Hope was going to
pull through.
"You can go see her,
if you want." Mark said gently. "While you were with Christian, one
of the nurses said we could go in--one at a time and only for a few minutes--to
see her."
She squeezed Mark's
hand. "I need to."
"Go." he said, hugging
her tightly. She was trying so hard to be strong. He was glad
for it, but he wished that she would let go of some of her hardness, if
only for a minute or so. She needed to cry, but she wouldn't let
herself. She was good at taking care of everyone else and being what
they needed...he wished she could do the same for herself.
*** *** *** ***
"Oh God." Christine said
when the door closed behind her. "Oh God, Hope." she whispered again,
tears flooding her eyes. She stumbled over to her granddaughter and
sat next to her, taking the girl's limp hand and holding it against her
cheek, giving in to her fears. She'd been fine when she hadn't actually
seen her. Hope was far worse than she had imagined. She looked
as though the only thing holding her midsection in shape were the bandages
wrapped around it. And now Christine knew why the doctors had all
been so hesitant about giving her any hope at all.
She stared out into
space, her hands wrapped around one of Hope's. She was lost in her
thoughts. Oberon had done this. He had done this to her child.
He had nearly killed her child. And if Hope died...if she lost her
grandchild, she was going to make him wish that he had never left his little
neverland island. If Hope died...
The loud, angry, shrill
sound of the heart monitor jarred her out of her thoughts. No.
No... She jumped to her feet and slammed on the nurse's call button.
But almost as soon as the heart monitor reacting to the fact that Hope's
heart had stopped, the room was swarming with doctors, nurses shoving her
out of the room. She was shaking, watching from outside, as they
tried to resuscitate the girl. It took almost three minutes to get
a heart beat, erratic and uncertain but at least *there*, and those three
minutes had to be the longest of Christine's life.
Hope's erratic heart
beat stabilized and Christine's thoughts were dark. In her mind,
she was planning. Thoughts that normally never occurred to her, parts
of her programming that she had never before had use for. Things
now that ran in her head darkly. Never before had she been so angry.
Oberon had stepped over the line. Oberon had gone so far over the
line that it wasn't even funny. She had her limits, and this was
it.
Part of her was so
angry that she was ready to open a portal to Avalon and attack him with
her bare hands, dragging him back to earth and showing him what he had
done. But another part of her, a part that was cold and rational,
spoke in a calm voice.
Now isn't the time,
Christine. No. We have an edge right now. Oberon thinks
that he killed Christian. If you expose the truth to him now, then
he *will* kill Christian. And then who wins? Besides, right
now, you wouldn't have a prayer against Oberon. He'd kill you without
a second thought. You're weak. You're six months pregnant and
unarmed. You don't have your sais. No, Christine. This
is not the time. Anger is not what you need right now. Anger
will make you lose focus. Lose sight of your goal.
And what is my goal?
she asked that calm voice. She felt her breathing even out, calming
from the angry huff that it had been before.
Your goal is to make
Oberon pay. And Titania. For what they did. You gave
them enough chances. They proved over and over again what they are.
She felt a lightening
within her as the voice said very calmly what she wanted. It was
correct. She wanted to kill them for everything that they had done.
And you will.
It has to end, all of this. They've gone too far. Look at Hope.
This is too far. What Titania did to Christian was too far.
And what Oberon did to Hope was too far. After all they've done to
you in the past, this was the icing on the cake. This was just too
much. They had taken her sister and turned her into a monster.
They had nearly driven her insane in order to manipulate her sister.
Their lives--the lives of the mere mortals--didn't matter at all to them.
Nothing mattered to them *but* them.
Too many had suffered.
Her eyes flashed greenish-blue
for an instant as the Feather of Ma'at flashed.
She had a family to
protect.
It was time to end
this.
Time to end *them*.
This was war.
The weapon smiled.
*** *** *** ***
Belinda sat on the floor,
ignoring everyone around her. She simply sat, reaching into a bag
and pulling out her Tarot cards. Sitting, she began to lay them out,
clearing her mind and simply shuffling. Since she had lost the ability
to see--or rather, to *remember*--seeing the future, she used to cards.
Mark watched Belinda shuffle, his eyes never leaving her hands. Ares
and Athena sat by themselves; Ares staring out into space frowning angrily
and Athena watched Belinda as well. Alex was in his own world, ignoring
everything around him as he brooded.
She spread the cards
out, her eyes slightly unfocused as she did so. She flipped over
the cards, her eyes focusing now on the cards and the positions they were
in. She had placed the cards in a triangle. The first cards
she flipped were the ones on the bottom, those that represented the present.
What she saw perplexed her--it seemed to have little bearing on the situation
at hand. Quickly, she flipped the other cards: two for the immediate
present, two for the long term present, and the middle card for the signifier.
"Well?" Mark said,
his voice seeming to come from nowhere. The sound startled Belinda
and she jumped unintentionally, one card falling out of the deck.
"Sorry."
"It's all right."
Belinda
said, brushing her hair out of her face, then picking up the card that
had fallen--Temperance. She stared at it for a minute before she
answered Mark. "What did you want to know?"
"The cards. What do
they say?"
She frowned.
Mark had always blown off her cards before, even if he'd never *said* anything
about them. "I...I don't know, really. It's...confusing." she
said, frowning faintly. "The ones for the present, here, " she said,
indicating the two spread out at the bottom of a triangle, "They make sense,
kind of. This is the seven of wands. It indicates that having
strength will get us through a difficult time. But right next to it, the
Lovers.
"These cards," she
said, indicating the cards making up the right side of the triangle, "are
for the immediate present--the next few weeks. This is the Moon.
It indicates fluctuation and things becoming dark, uncertain. The
Tower. Things ending, things falling apart.
"And it gets even
better. For the long-term future, the ones for six months to a year,
it's even more bizarre. This one," she said, pointing, "is the card
of the High Priestess. It signifies a dark, psychic plane, stuff
like that. Or rather, it indicates one, usually a female, who is
in touch with that psychic side, or one who will be soon. But this
is...Death." she said, pointing to the next card. "It doesn't always
mean death, of course. It usually doesn't. What it means is
the end of a situation or a way of life.
"And this card, the
middle one, is the signifier. It's the card that draws everything
together. It's, well, not an unusual one, especially given the others.
The Wheel of Fortune. It indicates a change in fortune or a situation--but
it usually indicates the *beginning* of change, and the hand of Fate.
Something is coming, but I don't know what."
She looked at Mark,
feeling confused and bewildered. "They don't make sense. And
they've *always* made sense...they've always given me direction before.
But now...I just don't understand. All I know is that something is
coming...and that this is only the beginning."
*** *** *** ***
Christine came in a few
minutes later.
"You OK?" Belinda
yelped when she saw her sister. Christine shook her head no but said
nothing, just sitting next to Mark, staring off into space.
"Christine?" Mark
asked, laying his hand on her shoulder. Her eyes closed.
"While...while I was
in there, Hope's heart stopped. They...they were able to get back,
but..." Christine trailed off, leaning against him. She had felt
so certain about what had to be done, but now, here, all she could feel
was exhausted and terrified; her resolve crumbling away. She couldn't
watch another child die in front of her. It was too much for her.
She was shaking. She didn't know when it started. She got up
and left, knowing she couldn't stay in there. Mark got up and went
after her. When they were out of the room he reached her, grabbing
her arm. She turned and flung herself into him, shaking and not able
to hold back the tears anymore. He held her tightly, letting her
cry.
"She...she...I was
just looking at her and she was so pale...and...and it looked like the
only thing...the only thing holding...holding her together were those bandages...and
then...oh, god, and then she stopped breathing, and her heart stopped,
and..." She cried, holding onto his shirt, pressing her face against
him, her entire body shaking as she cried. Mark just held her, letting
her cry, knowing it was what she needed more than anything else.
She had been trying to be so strong...and she'd needed to, he knew.
Needed to for all of them. But it had been too much for her.
Too much. She had held on until she knew the rest of them could handle
everything; until Christian was out of the woods and Hope had come out
of surgery. Everyone else was becoming used to what was happening,
and Christine had finally reached the breaking point. So he let her
cry, knowing that she needed it more than she even needed sleep.
And that she would get when she stopped crying.
He held her.
*** *** *** ***
Christian stared at the
ceiling. Dawn was coming soon, he knew. He was relatively unaffected
by the sun, but he always knew when dawn was coming. Some internal
clock told him--a remnant, he supposed, of the gargoyle blood that he knew
by looking at his hands was running through his veins. He wondered
if the dawn would act for him as it did for his mother and aunt, speeding
their healing. More than that, he wondered if it would act like that
for Hope.
He continued to stare
at the ceiling. His arm was throbbing like hell, and he couldn't
even feel his hand. He tried to move it and nothing. He sighed.
Damn it all...why had she shoved him out of the way? Why wasn't it
him in there...hurt...dying...
He began to cry.
He didn't quite know when the tears started, he only dimly realized that
his shoulders were shaking and that his vision had blurred. She couldn't
die. She couldn't. If she died...she just couldn't. He
didn't know what he'd do without her. He needed her. He...he
loved her. He always had, he knew. Ever since he had been little.
She had always been there, brightening his world. She always rescued
him from himself and from drowning in the darkness. He couldn't lose
her now, not now. She couldn't leave him.
He pulled himself
out of bed, ignoring the pain he felt in his arm. He wiped his face
and stumbled from his room, not knowing exactly where she was but knowing
ht would find her.
He did. Her
door was closed, but he knew that she was there; he could feel her.
He went in and sat down in the chair next to her bed. The second
he saw her, he began to cry again, taking her hand in his and unashamed
of his tears. Jesus.
"God, Hope...why'd
you do it, hunh?" he whispered. Could she hear him? He didn't
care. It didn't matter. "It should be me here, not you." he
said, holding her limp hand against his cheek. "You can't die, Hope.
You just can't." he said, holding her hand. She looked so small and
so pale lying there like that. Fear overwhelmed him, fear of losing
her. Never had a fear griped him like this, or despair overwhelmed
him. What would he do without her? What? How could he
go on if she was gone? She was part of him and always had been, and
losing her would cripple him far worse than his arm might be crippled.
He wouldn't think
of the fey then. Thinking of them could wait until Hope's fate was
decided, no matter how it went. If she died...it was totally unthinkable,
and here it was, she was in this hospital bed, tubes all over her, machines
beeping and humming around her. He knew then that she was worse than
Christine had told him. It wasn't real until then. Only a bare
rumble of emotion was coming from her, just enough to let him know that
she was alive...and she was in pain. There was nothing more than
that, and he knew that his mother would probably tell him her thoughts
were equally basic. Was it because she was drugged, he wondered,
or because she was in so much pain that even in her sleep there were no
dreams but those of the pain?
This wasn't fair.
Alexander was right, this was his fault. He continued to hold her
hand, feeling how small it was compared to his. She had hands that
matched her perfectly, square and blunt, but with a surprising delicateness--even
though she had small hands, her finger were long and slender from years
of playing piano, and her fingertips rounded with long fingernails.
The lines in her hand were well marked, and he found himself staring at
them, following the lines and straining his memory for what his mother
said that the lines meant. He could only barely remember.
He would have to ask his mother, to get her to read their palms again.
He put his face in
his hand and began to cry.
*** *** *** ***
"Where's Christian?" Ares
asked, coming back from the boy's hospital room.
Belinda looked shocked.
"He--he's not in there?"
Ares paled slightly.
"You don't think that...?"
Belinda shook her
head violently. "No. He's here. I can feel him.
If he wasn't here, I'd be the first to know." She frowned.
"But this isn't a good place for him to be. I know 'Tine's on edge
because of all the emotion and pain in this place. Christian's got
to be going batty. Or will be when the drugs wear off."
"Where would he be?"
Christine answered
him. "With Hope." she said softly. She looked at Belinda.
"Belinda, just how long do you think it would be before Oberon realizes
that Christian's not dead?"
Belinda swore.
"Yeah. We've
got to find a way to mask his magical signature. He's weak enough
right now so it's not the big, glowing, neon sign it was before.
But as soon as he starts to get better, they're going to know." She
sighed. "I'm wary about trying to mask it myself. Christian's
a hell of a lot more powerful than I am, and I also don't know the nature
of whatever spell he put on Hope to keep her alive. Dampening his
magic could hurt her." Christine shook her head. "Dammit, I
just don't know."
"Mask his energy with
someone else's." a voice said.
Christine whirled.
"Owen!"
He walked over to
her and pointed to the Feather of Ma'at. "Give him that when he gets
stronger. Right now, it's mimicking your own signature, and will
do so for a long time. It won't start to mimic his in the time it
takes you to teach him how to mask his abilities. It will keep him
safe"
Belinda launched herself
at Owen, grabbing him in a huge hug, actually swinging him in the air.
She put him down after a minute, grinning. "Owen, I could just *kiss*
you!"
Owen attempted to
regain his composure, straightening his tie.
Christine stared at
Owen. "I...I didn't think you would come."
"I don't know if you truly are of the Seven
or not. They have been wrong before. They may be wrong now.
How are they?"
"Hope's still in the
ICU. It...it really doesn't look good. They moved her out of
critical but stable back into critical and unstable."
"I'm going to go see
if Christian is with Hope." Ares said. "And if what you say is true,
that Oberon will be coming back, I want to move him to Athens as soon as
it's possible to move him. We have all the medical supplies he'll
need there, and if need be, I'll get a damned iron room built to keep him
in until he's healthy."
Christine nodded.
"That's a good idea. He won't like it, but it's better than he is
now, which is a sitting duck with a big bulls-eye target painted on his
chest." she said dryly.
*** *** *** ***
"Christian?"
He jolted awake suddenly.
"Hunh?" he said, whirling slightly.
"Sorry. I didn't
mean to scare you." Ares said, coming into the room. Christian wiped
his eyes, shaking his head slightly to try and clear it. "How are
you doing?"
"I'm all right." he
said. "My arm has been better."
"How's Hope?"
"Alive. But
doctors keep coming in here, checking on her. They tried to shoo
me out a few times, but gave up."
"I see." Ares
sat down next to his son. His eyes were drawn to his bandaged arm.
He had looked at Christian's charts. It wasn't good. There
was hope, yes. But at this point, the doctors were just happy to
have been able to not have to amputate. It had been close, but the
microsurgeon had decided to try to salvage it. It was too early to
tell how much nerve damage had been done; that would come in the next few
weeks.
"I can't feel it."
Christian said suddenly. "My hand. I don't feel anything much
past my elbow. They told me that was normal and I should start getting
sensation back within a week or so. But right now, I can't feel it.
Or make a fist, or even move my hand."
"It...it'll be all
right, Chris."
He shrugged.
"All I want is her to get better. Oberon's blast was enough to almost
totally destroy my arm, and she took the brunt of it. The fact that
she's alive is a miracle. I don't care if I lose my arm, if she gets
better." he said, bowing his head slightly, his hair covering his face.
Ares sighed.
"Christian...your mother told me what happened. With Oberon.
You're not safe."
"I know."
"As soon as we can,
we're moving you to Athens. Christine's going to train you to mask
your magical signature, because that was how they found you."
"What about Hope?"
"We don't think she's
in danger." Ares didn't say anything else; he didn't want to upset
his son anymore than he was. Ares had looked at her charts.
The doctors were doing their best, but they all fully expected her to die,
and he didn't blame them. It was a miracle she was even alive now,
but he knew a lot of that miracle was because of the ventilators, the monitors,
the IV's, and all the other machines attached to her. All she was
doing right now was dying more slowly.
"She's not going to
die." Christian said, looking up at his father, his eyes cold. "Do
you understand me?"
He backed up a step
inadvertently from the look on his son's face. "Christian...she's
in bad shape. The doctors..."
"I don't care what
they say. She's not going to die."
"All right.
Look, we'll discuss things later." Ares said, shaking his head. His
son tended to be the most mild-mannered of people, but he was truly intractable
at times. "For now, go to your room and get some rest. You
shouldn't even be in here."
"She needs me." Christian
said softly.
"And you need rest."
"I'll go in a minute."
he said, turning back to Hope. Ares sighed again, knowing this was
going to be one of his son's bull-headed moments, then left the room.
*** *** *** ***
He returned to the waiting
room to find Mark getting ready to leave.
"I'm going to go on
and take Christine and Belinda home. They all need sleep." he said
to Ares. "I'll be back in an hour or so."
"They didn't want
to stay here?"
"They did. I
told them no. What's the point? Belinda's going to conk out
in an hour no matter what. Christine's too exhausted to try magic
to keep her awake during the day, and she has got to get some sleep.
"Are you going to
try and sleep, too?"
"I was going to come
back and try and get some sleep here. I'll need to pick up Angelica
in a few hours. Jesus." he muttered tiredly, rubbing his face.
"I might call her friend Suzanne's mother and ask if she can stay there
today."
"If not, Jewel can
watch her when she gets off detention." Ares made a face. "And
that sounds wonderful."
Mark managed a faint
smile. "I wasn't exactly the model youth myself. You don't
think she'll want to come down here when she finds out?"
Ares rubbed his forehead.
"She did want to come. She all but worships her big brother.
Lord."
"I don't want to bring
Angelica down here until Hope is at least stabilized." He laughed
dryly. "I don't even want to bring her here at all."
"Take her to Athens.
Gemini can watch her, too. I called her a little while ago to let
her know how everyone was doing."
"Thanks, Daniel."
Mark said. "Let me go on and drop off Christine and Belinda.
Like I said, I'll be in an hour or so."
*** *** *** ***
"Ch-Christian?"
Her voice was so faint
that he almost didn't wake him up. It did, though, and he opened
his eyes to look at her. He didn't know how much time had passed,
but she was awake, although she didn't seem to be coherent. His arm
was hurting and felt warm, but he ignored it.
"Hope? Hope?"
he said, feeling tears in his eyes again.
She wasn't able to
focus on him for very long; it seemed as if the effort to do so at all
exhausted her. "Arm...you...arm?" she finally managed to whisper.
"Christ, Hope." he
said, shaking his head. "My arm...you're worried about my *arm*..."
he trailed off. "The doctors think I'll be OK and I won't lose full
use of it. They're hopeful, though." He brushed the hair away
from her face. "Sleep." he whispered. He suddenly felt dizzy.
But it went away quickly. She closed her eyes and almost immediately,
her breath slowed and she slept, exhaustion winning out over the pain that
had briefly woken her. Holding her hand, he slept as well.
*** *** *** ***
"Dr. Ares, is it at all
possible that you can get your son to *leave* the ICU?" the nurse finally
asked.
Ares snorted.
"No."
"Hope Bernett shouldn't
be having any visitors at all. We've told him. We've made him
leave. He keeps coming back."
"That's my boy." Ares
said dryly. "And he'll keep doing it."
"He shouldn't be out
of bed himself, sir!"
"I know. He
doesn't care."
"It's not good for
him. Can't you talk to him?"
"I did. He ignored
me."
"What about his mother?"
Ares glanced outside.
The sun had just started to peek over the horizon. "She went home.
She was exhausted. She'd been here almost seven hours."
"If we can't get him
to leave, we're going to have to sedate him."
Ares raised his eyebrow.
"There's a problem with that. He has a high tolerance of sedatives
and most other drugs--the dosages necessary to put him under are almost
high enough to kill him. Look at his charts; you'll see how much
anesthesia they had to give him to operate."
The nurse made a strange
face.
"I'll talk to him."
Ares finally said. "But I get the feeling you'd be better off just
sticking his bed in the same room with her."
*** *** *** ***
"Let me talk to him."
Alexander said softly, after having overheard the conversation. "Please."
Ares looked at him.
"You can try."
*** *** *** ***
"Christian."
He looked up when
he heard Alexander's voice, tensing immediately. "Yeah?"
Alexander looked over
at his daughter. She looked more or less the same, although it seemed
as if, and it had to be his imagination, she wasn't quite as pale as before.
"She's not allowed to have visitors."
"I don't care.
She needs me."
"Christian."
His voice was soft. "Look at yourself. You aren't well enough
for this." Alexander had seen it as soon as he had come in; the boy
was pale and there was sweat along his brow. He may have been created
to be a genetic superman, but in the end, he was only a man. "You're
not going to do her any good making yourself worse. Have you thought
about that? You have to get some rest yourself. Sitting by
her bed in...in some sort of *penance* isn't going to do her any good.
All you're doing is making yourself worse and trying to get rid of your
guilt."
"I'm no...!"
"Yes, you are." Alexander
said softly. "That's part of why you're sitting here. I know
you blame yourself."
"You blame me."
"Yeah, I do." Alexander
said flatly. "But playing the Blame Game isn't going to make anyone
better. All it's going to do is make *you* worse. They don't
even have her stabilized, Christian. They're threatening to tranquilize
you to get you out. I know, it won't do any good. But they'll
try. And will you getting upset do her any good? I'll see what
I can do about getting your room moved closer to where she is. But
you have to work with me. Please. Christian...would she want
you to be doing this to yourself?"
Christian stared at
Hope for a minute. Then he closed his eyes and sighed tiredly.
"All right." he whispered. He stood up slowly, getting dizzy from
the sudden change in altitude, feeling more sweat on his brow. He
shouldn't be up, he knew. His legs felt like rubber.
"Christian, are you
all right?" Alexander said, reaching for him to help steady him.
"I'm fine. I...I
will be when I sit down." he said, sweating more.
"No, you're not fine."
Alexander said, staring at him. "Sit." He gently pushed Christian
into the chair and went to the nurse's call button. He glanced over
at Christian. The boy had paled, turning an ashen yellow, and was
shaking slightly.
This was not good.
*** *** *** ***
"He's in his own room,
asleep." Alexander said when he came back. "I told him I'd see about
getting his room moved closer to Hope. He's a mess. It looks
like pushed himself beyond what he could do with as hurt as he is.
For right now," he said, looking at the people left in the room--Ares and
Athena, then Mark who came in a few minutes later--Owen had left to return
to the Eyrie for the business day, Christine and Belinda were gone, "I
recommend we all get some sleep while we can. Because I get the feeling
we won't be sleeping very much for a long time."
*** *** *** ***
"Dr. Ares?"
Ares woke with a jolt.
"Hunh?" he sat up, rubbing his eyes. He looked at his watch.
It was close to eleven AM. About six hours had passed--had they all
been sleeping in the waiting room that long?
Dr. Chabrundi brushed
her hair back from her head. "I was just coming to tell you that
your son's taken a turn for the worst."
Ares paled slightly.
"What?"
"He's getting a high
fever and it looks as if there are the beginnings of a viral infection."
"Oh, no." Ares muttered,
shutting his eyes.
"We're doing what
we can for now, but he's in a lot of pain. He doesn't seem to be
responding to any of the painkillers we've tried. We even tried a
morphine drip, and..."
"No!" Ares yelled
suddenly. Dammit, god *damn* it. "That's...that's why he's
getting worse." He swore. All that genetic tampering was coming
back, and haunting his *son*. His *son.* "His...his immune
system is reacting to that. It thinks the drug is more dangerous
than the infection." He shut his eyes. "Stop giving him painkillers."
he whispered, the sound tortured. What had made so much sense to
do when he was tampering, to just make it so no poisons or drugs could
harm him...dear Lord...
"Dr. Ares, do you
know what you're saying?" Chabrundi said, eyes wide.
"God help me, yes."
he whispered. "His body is fighting off the drugs. He's so
weak that he can't handle much beyond that. I know it sounds strange,
but it's true. It's part...it's part of his genetic makeup.
He's always been like this."
She frowned.
"I'll see what I can do." she said, leaving slowly.
Ares stared after
her.
*** *** *** ***
And the sins of the fathers would be visited unto the sons
unto the third and the fourth generation.
-Exodus
*** *** *** ***
PART TWO: Et Super Nivem Dealbabor
AVALON
"What?" Oberon said
sharply.
The Weird Sisters
stared at each other nervously.
"The boy is still
alive."
"But they masked his
signature."
"That's why we thought
he was dead."
"But he's still alive."
"And so is Titania's
great-grandchild."
"Although she was
badly hurt."
"But the son of Belinda
and Shiva still lives." Oberon hissed.
The Werde sisters
remained silent.
Oberon looked up sharply.
"We take our leave of you now, sisters." he said, bowing. A moment
later, he was gone. He returned what seemed only seconds later, pale
and determined. He knew now that going after the boy would
be a mistake. A costly one. But there was another way...not
to revenge, but to stop the Twilight. And that was far more important.
Far more.
"Sisters...I have
a job for you. Bring me...the Puck."
*** *** *** ***
July 19, 2049
Christian opened his
eyes slowly when the sun set. His body clock had reset itself over
the last few months, reaching the point where his would sleep during the
day and wake during the night. He stretched and rubbed his eyes tiredly
with his left hand. He ignored the pain in his right hand.
It had reached the point that he was used to it. It was down now
to a low-grade pain, twinges more than anything else, and that was far
better than it had been.
Three months.
Three months. Now he was finally getting the cast off of his hand
and arm. It had been so long, he almost had forgotten what his right
hand looked like.
There was a knock
on his door. "Christian! Hey, Chris!"
He opened the door.
"Yeah, Mom?"
Belinda grinned.
"Guess what. I just got a call from 'Tine. She went into labor.
Feel like heading over to Athens before heading to the hospital?"
"Let me brush my teeth,
shave, and get dressed." he said, smiling.
Belinda's grin widened.
"And brush your hair. It's a mess."
He rolled his eyes
good-naturedly. "Anything else, Ma?"
"Hurry up. Unlike
when I had you, Tine just drops 'em ouwwwwww!" Belinda said, tensing.
"...out. But not fast enough. She's still in labor." she said
through clinched teeth. She made a face. "Ahh, magical links.
Gotta love 'em."
Christian laughed
out loud. "Was *that* how you knew she was in labor?"
"Well, duh.
And go ahead, laugh at your mother's pain." she said, sticking out her
tongue. "Hurry up and we'll head over to Athens."
*** *** *** ***
Four Hours Later
"Hope. Hope.
Wake up."
"Hnnnh?" she
said, slowly opening her eyes. "Christian! Hey." she said,
smiling faintly.
"How are you feeling?"
"More or less the
same." she said, shrugging slightly. "I hate this place."
He glanced around
the hospital room. "I don't blame you." She hadn't left the
hospital yet. She couldn't. A lot more damage had been done
than even the doctors had originally thought, and she'd been through three
rounds of surgeries, with it looking like far more were needed. She'd
pulled through that first week, only to have septicemia the next.
Then an allegeric reaction to penicillin, which she had never had before.
It had picked a wonderful time to develop--she'd actually had a heart attack
as a result.
"Hey! Your cast!
It's off!"
He nodded. "Yup.
Just got it off." he said, glancing at his hand. He hadn't been out
of the woods himself--he'd been warned he himself might need more surgery.
Christine had put her foot down about magic--they didn't know what Oberon
and done, and she wasn't taking chances. Especially since they didnât
want to attract any attention at all from Avalon.
"Do they know how
much...?" she began.
Christian shook his
head. "They don't know how well I'll be able to use it. So
far, things are looking up. I can make a fist, even though it hurts
to hell. And the fact that it hurts is actually a good sign."
She smiled.
"That's good."
Christian grinned.
"Oh, and I have other news for you. You have a baby brother."
Hope grinned.
"What? You mean Mom had the baby?"
"An hour or so ago."
"Did they name him
Joshua?"
"Yup."
She smiled tiredly.
She was always tired.
"So how are you really
doing?" Christian asked her, brushing her much shorter hair away from her
face. It had been cut about a month ago, from halfway down her back
to just past her chin, because it was easier to do shorter.
She shrugged.
"As well as can be expected, I suppose."
"I still...you shouldn't
have..." he began, frowning. She had been through so much--it had
reached the point where she was almost emaciatedly thin, despite the doctors'
best efforts. Until her weight had gotten up to within ten pounds
of normal, the doctors weren't going to release her from the hospital.
And before they even did that, she was getting a heart transplant.
It had been weakened from being punctured by her rib, and the heart attack
she'd had after the penicillin had weakened it even more. They were
growing a new heart for her, and looked as if they would probably replace
the old one within a few weeks.
"Christian." Hope
said, looking straight at him. "If our positions had been reversed,
you'd have done the same thing without a second thought. OK, so I'm
liable to lose a year of my life getting better. I'd rather lose
a year than you."
There was a knock
on the door before Christian could respond.
"That's Dad.
Alexander. He said he'd be stopping by today to see me."
Christian smiled faintly.
"I'm glad you two are finally getting along."
"It only took gross
bodily harm to do it." Hope said sarcastically. She sighed.
"But then, it was always my fault. He tried. He always tried.
But I never wanted anything to do with him. But you know me.
I was being stubborn."
"Better late than
never." he said, squeezing her hand. "I'll let the two of you talk.
Besides, I bet Mom's fit to be tied, wanting to head over to Athens and
coo over Joshua. She did go through the labor, too."
Hope laughed.
"Bet that was fun. And go. My father is still waiting outside
the door." she said, letting go of his hand.
"And I'm still on
his shit-list." he said, brushing his hair out of his face. "So I
shall depart."
*** *** *** ***
Hope found herself staring
at her biological father. He stared back, his eyes never leaving
hers for an instant. She knew his face, and had for a long time.
He was older than her first memory of him, of most of her clear memories.
His red hair, the same color as hers, was flecked with grey now.
She could see a lot of herself in his face, and she knew she looked more
like him than she did her mother.
"Tell me about my
mother." she said suddenly.
His eyebrows rose.
"Your mother?"
"Erika."
He smiled faintly.
"Erika." His smile was sad. "Erika." he said again, his voice
softer now. "She was...something else."
"Well, that helps."
she said flatly. "Tell me about her. Mom won't tell me much
about her. Oh, sure, she tells me what she did, but not who she was."
He smiled wryly.
"Well, that doesn't surprise me, much. Christine was usually a little
off the mark with Erika--I don't think Christine really knew how to deal
with someone as reserved and contained as Erika was--Christine could only
barely read her daughter."
"Why?"
"She was contained.
She modeled herself after Owen. Big time. But she wasn't meant
to be like him. Temperament-wise, I mean. She was too...willful,
I guess is the word. You're a lot like I imagine she would have been
had she let herself go." He stared off into space, his eyes slightly
unfocused as he remembered the woman. "I remember she would play
the cello...it was the most amazing thing, to hear her play. It was
the only time she'd let go.
"Erika...that girl
had a sense of humor. She hid it well--after all, there was a reason
why a lot of people called her the "Ice Princess" behind her back--but
her sense of humor was scathing. She was dry and sarcastic.
And you never really knew what she was going to say." he said, grinning
at a memory. "Or do. Once, I took her to this party I had to
go to. Boring state function dad made me do. Dad had threatened
to set me up with someone. His taste was terrible--he managed to
find the biggest airheads. God only knows how he ended up with Mom
and not a twit. Unless, of course," he said, smiling dryly, "Dad
figured the smart ones were for marrying and the stupid ones for laying.
Which would figure. But anyway. I asked Erika. I also
asked her to, well, dress a little differently from normal. Normally,
she would look like a frump. No, that's not right. She always
dressed nicely. But her style was definitely that of an adult, not
a nineteen year old. I asked her to dress more her age." He
laughed out loud. "She was...she stole the show." he said.
"Hold on." he said, and dug a wallet out of his pants. He flipped
through it and pulled out an old picture. "This was from that night.
One of my best memories of her." he said, looking at it for a minute.
God, he looked so young. That picture seemed like a stranger.
Only Erika seemed familiar, with her half-smile and impish eyes.
He handed the picture to his daughter, who moved as little as possible,
wincing as she moved.
"Damn. That's
a dress." she said, her eyebrow raising. That was her father?
That boy didn't much look like who he'd grown into. Not with that
devilish, easy-going grin. His whole manner in the picture seemed
different. And her mother--she was almost glowing, and she seemed
to exude being alive. All from a picture.
She looked at her
father. "You must have really loved her."
He started slightly.
Then he frowned. "I...I suppose I did." he finally said. "She
was my friend--my best friend. And she was so lost for so long...I
don't think I'll ever forgive myself for not being able to save her from
herself." he said softly, his eyes far away, remembering back to when he
was young and Erika alive, when she had been on the destructive path that
eventually lead to her death. "You have no idea how much I've wished
things could have been different...how much I'll always remember that I
wouldn't help her the one time she reached out for it." He shrugged.
"But what was she
like? What kind of a person was she?"
"Lost. She was
lost. Always." He sighed. "And when she would play the
cello...she started playing when she was very young, about six or seven.
She could play the piano, but the cello came alive in her hands.
When she played, the music that came from it was something that could take
your breath away. She always tried to keep herself contained.
But when she played...she would let go, then." He stared off into
space, his eyes unfocusing as he remembered the past. "She was very
serious. Very. But that sense of humor..." He sighed.
"I can understand how she got so lost in events. She was so needy,
but she hid it. She hid it so well even Christine couldn't see it.
So well that even I didn't see it. She had a fragility that she hid,
and that no one would see. Failing her is the one thing I regret
the most in my life." he said, staring at the picture again.
Hope was silent.
"Get some sleep, Hope."
Alexander said, patting her hand gently. She smiled faintly and he
stood up. "I'll see you in the morning."
*** *** *** ***
Owen was not expecting
the arrival of the Weird Sisters.
"To what do I owe
the pleasure of your arrival?" Owen said flatly.
"Oberon has commanded
us to bring you to him."
"He wishes to speak
with you."
"About a situation."
"In case you have
forgotten, I have been banished from Avalon." Owen said flatly.
"Oberon has said for
you to return with us."
"We will use force
if necessary."
"But you will come
with us...as Puck."
Owen stared at them.
"Let me make arrangements for leaving here. I trust I will not be
gone more than a month, Earth time."
"We do not presume
to know Oberon's plans."
"Of course not." Owen
said, and picked up the telephone.
*** *** *** ***
Oberon smiled warmly at
his wayward Child. "Puck. It has been...a very long time."
Puck looked at Oberon
warily. "Yes...it has." he said carefully. Why had he been
summoned to Avalon? Hope rose that perhaps
he had been forgiven, but also wariness--he knew Oberon.
"Have you enjoyed
your exile from your home isle?"
"Well, I can't say
it's been dull." the Puck said, masking his internal worries by examining
his fingernails. "How's the farm been?"
Oberon's face tightened
slightly. "We are going to make you an offer, Puck. The offer
to return home."
"Have I been forgiven?"
"No."
His eyes flew open
in shock.
"But we will allow
you to return, if you prove your loyalty to us."
"How?" Puck asked
warily.
Oberon smiled.
"The Götterdämmerung is coming. The portents are all there.
But we have been forewarned, and so will cut off the Seven before all of
the appear."
"What has this to
do with me?" Puck said warily. "I am a trickster, not a warrior."
Oberon smiled coldly.
"Yes...but you will do best for this, because of your...inside track.
I have consulted an oracle, and so now I know what we must do.
"The Seven are of
the line of the little mortal you care about so much. The hybrid
Christine."
Puck felt himself
paling. This was not good. "What are you...?" he began.
"The Judge must have
her Forerunner. If we kill even one of the Seven, the odds have changed.
The Forerunner is one of Christine's direct descendants. She has
two small children now. Now is the time to strike.
"So here is our offer,
Puck. None of us would be able to get near them. But you can.
Kill them. Kill the children and you will be allowed to return home."
Puck stared at Oberon
in a mix of horror and disgust. "Well, gee. What a *delightful*
offer. You want me to kill children. What next, flambée
a few puppies?"
"Not just *any* children,
but..."
"Children! Ones
that I happen to know and care about!" Puck roared. "I'd always wanted
to be able to come home, but now...may the Götterdämmerung come
to pass, and Hecate's curse be fulfilled!" he roared at Oberon. "I'll
be taking my leave of you now, oh *gracious* one."
Puck began to vanish,
when he found himself unable to move.
"Nay, Puck.
You have made your bed--you lie in the bed of the Seven, against your Family.
You truly have chosen the mortals, and I can not allow you to warn them.
Sisters!"
The Weird Sisters
moved forward.
Oberon smiled coldly.
"Throw the traitor into Tartarus. He can rot there for eternity.
"Welcome home."
Puck began to scream.
*** *** *** ***
July 21, 2049
Mark finished changing
his son's diaper, then redressed the baby. Jeez, the baby was little--sometimes
he felt like he'd break him. He picked Joshua up, still amazed by
him. Joshua moved a tiny bit, then settled against him, far happier
now than he had been a few minutes before--not that Mark at all blamed
him.
He smiled at the baby.
"We...won't tell Mommy how full that thing got, OK?"
Joshua yawned suddenly,
his entire face scrunching as he did. The baby stretched out a small
arm then settled against his father, moving his mouth in a way that Mark
and Christine had picked up early on meant that he wanted something to
drink, and if they got it to him soon enough, he wouldn't cry. Mark
put the baby in his crib and went to find him a bottle. He glanced
at the clock when he was in the kitchen--Christine would be back fairly
soon. Magic or not, she still had problems being awake during the
day, and the only reason she was awake was because she was at the hospital,
visiting Hope in the visiting hours before her surgery in the morning.
He was heading over later, after the sun set, when Christine would be more
awake and could watch Angelica and Joshua.
He also glanced out
the window, to see Angelica playing outside, her stuffed lion with her--it
looked for all the world like she was having a tea party. Little
girls would always be little girls, and he smiled at the scene. She
looked up and waved at him before going back to her make-believe world.
He went back upstairs
to Joshua's room.
The bottle fell out
of his hands after he opened the door.
"Who are you?
What are you doing here?" he snapped, defensive. "Get away from my
son!"
The Weird Sisters
turned to look at him.
"Luna...he returned
a few minutes too soon."
"Fated then."
"Yes."
"Leave us, human."
"We have a task to
do."
"Get away from my
son!"
"The child must die."
"Bloody hell!" he
hissed.
"The child must die."
"WHAT?" he yelped.
"But you don't have
to."
"Leave. Only
those of corrupted blood are part of the Götterdämmerung--your
blood is pure."
"Leave you to murder
my son?" he roared. "Who the hell are you?"
"The Weird Sisters."
"Watchmistress of
Avalon."
"The Guardians of
Oberon's domain."
"We are the protectors
of Avalon." they said as one. "We are protecting Avalon. Begone,
mortal!"
One of them motioned
with her hand, but Mark had dropped to his knees then rolled before her
magiks could reach where he was. He had been the Hunter--perhaps
he was a mortal, but he was scarcely a "mere" one. His only thought,
more than anything else, was to protect his child, and he had known the
second he had seen the fey that they meant to hurt Joshua. And to
discover they meant to kill the boy...why? He was a baby. How could
a *baby* be a threat to them?
He wished Christine
was there. She had fought fey before and knew their weaknesses far
better than he. All he knew were the basics--powerful with an aversion
to iron. In fact, that was how she'd killed Hecate--her iron sais.
Dammit, where did she keep them? He dove through the Sisters, grabbing
his son out of the arms of one of them, then rolling with the child cradled
in his arms and running out the door.
First things first.
Weapon. He could run, they would follow. Hell, he'd dealt with
Owen Burnett as the Puck, and that was an experience--he'd deserved it,
but still. Running wouldn't help for long, but it might give him
time to get Joshua and Angelica somewhere safe. The Eyrie was closest.
He would get them to the car and make a break for it. But first,
he needed one of the sais--pure iron, if nothing else, they would slow
the Weird Sisters down, and that could make all the difference.
*Where did Christine
keep her sais?!!?*
Joshua began to cry.
Luckily, his cries
were still the small, weak cries of a newborn so he wasn't too loud.
But Mark was distracted; he focused and was able to ignore his son and
try to think. Her iron sais. Yes. Now he knew.
He ran to their bedroom, ripping open the closet doors and grabbing a large
locked box that was behind her clothes. All of her weapons were here.
He tried to open it, to discover it was locked. Shit. What
the fuck was the code? He punched in a few numbers and they failed.
He tried again.
"You did not run far
enough, mortal."
"Do not fight this."
"We will make this
as painless as possible."
"But it must be done."
the three said as one.
"I think not." Mark
hissed, jumping to his feet, one of her sais--he prayed it was the iron
one--in his hand. They drew back slightly, and the sai felt almost...*alive*
in his hands, humming, as if it knew that it was hurting them.
"There is fey blood
on that blade!"
"How? Is it
possible...?"
"Hecate...?"
"My Sisters, we must
act!"
They were unable to
use their magic now, the iron and magicks in the blade jarring them, though
not as much as the realization that it had been used before, against their
kind. They had seen Christine with Oberon, but had not believed until
now...
"Get out!"
"Kill them both!"
Phoebe barked.
They attacked.
*** *** *** ***
Kyrie eleison
Christe eleison
Kyrie eleison
[Lord, have mercy
Christ, have mercy
Lord, have mercy]
*** *** *** ***
"D-daddy?"
The childish whisper
broke the silence of the scene. Luna turned, the only one to react
since Selene was hurt--badly--and Phoebe was trying--and failing--to fix
the worst of the damage from the iron-silver sai. All three, soon,
were staring at the child, her eyes wide and her breath hitching, who stood
in the doorway. "D-Daddy..." she whispered again, her large light
brown eyes--his eyes--filling with tears. But they didn't spill out
from her glittering eyes; the tears stayed there, stayed in the eyes that
took in the entire scene in front of her. She looked from them to
her father's body--and her brother's body--and back again, understanding
filling her. But reaction--nothing. Only those glittering eyes
and the silence following her barely whispered words that hung in the air,
pregnant in the emptiness that followed. She dragged her eyes away
from her father again, turning slightly to look at the three dark elves
who were there and had killed her father and brother. Her dark, accusative
eyes that spoke more than she could, ripping at the three by way of the
pain in them.
Silence, long and
heavy, before she spoke again, her words as even and calm as her whisper
before had been tortured. "You killed them." she said, her voice
flat and older than her few years. It was not a question, simply
a statement of fact, with a weary resignation in her child voice.
She closed her eyes
then, clutching the stuffed lion in her thin arms, burying her face in
it before looking back at them. Her eyes suddenly went blank and
the stuffed toy nearly fell out of her arms.
"You may have killed
my daddy and my brother...but that won't stop what's coming...you won't
stop it...it's only going to come now for sure...only one more thing has
to fall into place...and that will, now..." she whispered, her voice that
of one ancient, her eyes far away and a strange light glowing in them.
"Mommy's going to come...the Destroyer...from her the Forerunner...because
of this..." she whispered. She clutched the lion even tighter to
her body, her words coming out slowly, like the words of one drugged.
Her next words chilled
them--the words like the prophecy they had first heard uttered millennium
ago, only different, giving more information than they had gotten so long
ago. And her voice--the voice of one ancient, strangely separate,
frighteningly certain, sounding like the words of one in a dream--for she
was in a dream, the child, dreaming awake, dreaming of the future she saw,
her words weaving the dream for them.
"From intermingled
blood the Seven have--and will come. The shattered Destroyers seek
only to destroy what has tried to destroy them, and nothing, will stand
in the way of destruction, nor stop them until it is complete. One
the child not of woman born nor man conceived, the dark angel."
The three fey watched
the girl talk, unable to move or to take their eyes from her. They
watched as she began to rock back and forth as she spoke with words far
older than she. They watched, captured by some sort of horror, as
while she spoke, she began to cry tears of blood from her left eye.
She continued to talk, oblivious to the blood she wept. "The other the
child of darkness, the dark mirror twin. The Destroyers will not
care who is destroyed in the course of their Quest. One Avenger,
the Strength, the Hidden Sword, will not see the Palace of the King.
The Forerunner, bastard of the three Folk, the archangel who foretells
the Judge and who wields the sword, the hidden sword the Horn Resounding.
And last is the Judge, child of the orchestrated two; the judge who will
bring the dawning."
Her eyes were wide
and staring like one blind, the left rimmed in blood, tears of blood ran
unnoticed by the dreaming child, unnoticed now as the blood that now began
to run from her left ear.
"The death of Hecate,
at the hands of the Angel of Music and Princess of Death, has happened."
Her eyes suddenly
snapped on the fey. A strange wind blew her hair. "You feared
the wrong one. you fear the Dawning, when you should fear the Twilight.
You feared the Ma'at, the Judge...when it was not she you should have feared--the
Ma'at is the end, the judge of both, not the angel of destruction or vengeance.
There is another you should have feared far more. One who won't let
anything stop your destruction, when before, before this, stopping it was
possible.
"None of us here,
not me, not my father, not my brother, were destined to be one of the Seven."
she whispered as a final welling of blood appeared--now from her left nostril.
"But if I live my fey-forced line will stop the Götterdämmerung;
if by the same type as the Forerunner, tied equally to protect us."
A drop splashed onto
the floor.
She stopped suddenly,
her eyes abruptly snapping out of the place in her mind they had been,
leaving her looking dazed and frightened. "D-Daddy...?" she whispered
once, then her body convulsed and she fell to the ground.
*** *** *** ***
"Another must see."
Lachesis whispered. "Another...must see, must foretell for the Seven.
The child was to be the Cassandra, but she will not be enough."
"Yes...she could
be powerful enough, but she need not fill the role alone. It can
be filled by another. The role is fated, the player--or players--are
not."
Clotho looked away
from her skein. "Who then, shall take her place? Who shall
lead them then, with the visions?"
"A Destroyer?"
Lachesis asked.
"Nay." Clotho said,
shaking her pale head. "Nay, none of the Destroyers--they wouldn't
heed it."
"Agreed...but who
is to see? Who would be able to stand the visions?"
"We shall have
three. Three prophetesses, seven angels, none shall overlap.
Two have been chosen; now we shall chose the third."
They were silent.
Then all three stood before the tapestry woven by Atropos, and touched
a single thread. It glowed for a moment and Atropos wove, using it
now in a different way; taking the place of the shortened thread that had
been a Destroyer's child. This one had been destined for visions
anyway, now they would be stronger then before.
Silently, they
returned to work.
*** *** *** ***
With a gasp, Hope's
eyes flew open and she awoke screaming, stretching out a hand, her eyes
wide with horror. "DAAAAAAAADDYYYYYYYYY!"
A drop of blood fell
onto the bed.
*** *** *** ***
To be continued